Random Tantrums  (Random musings, thoughts, writings, personal insanity, etc.)

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12/05/09:

Thanksgiving was  good. It seemed like it was just yesterday that we had the last one. I guess my old and tired, cold bones are gettin' awful forgetful, dagnabbit! 

Sorry for the year long delay. It's not that I'm lazy...I'm just a little "distracted", sometimes.

I've been writing movie scripts and I finished an interesting one that is about a man who loses his wife and his twin daughters to a plane crash. He is so despondent that he eventually "walks out" of his life, accidentally. But an evil, ancient spirit takes his body and has every intention of wreaking havoc upon the world and the beings that inhabit it. He considers them "vermin". The man has a choice to make. He has to prove himself worthy and fight to get his body back. It's a bit "out there" but I enjoyed this script. I love writing about the crazy stuff in life that doesn't make any sense but if you stop and listen in between dusk and dawn...the answer is there. To find that magical, elusive place betwixt the worlds is...intoxicating. If you can. The chase never ends, as it should be...as it should be.

Sorry. I'm not nuts. I'm just trying to express honesty. Sometimes it looks like madness. But for the most part...honesty looks like...HOPE.

THE SUN NEVER SETS ON HOPE.

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S.O.S. - A new conceptual CD idea. Last week I was able to hang on to a song from a dream. It's very difficult. Dreams reside in the short term memory part of the brain and I had to write it out and play it over and over to keep it in my mind. I started the words:

I believe when I woke up this morning that my conscious soared through the break of dawn,
I can see when I wake up each morning I should join the Kings and I should join the Pawns,
'Cause everyone has a right to life and meaning, if you close the door on one then you're closed to all.
 
I want it to have a huge, uplifting choral sound. It's like I stole an apple off a tree in Heaven, ran my ass off and they're trying to get it back. Mmmm.....Heaven Apple. No way I'm giving it back.

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Happy Thanksgiving! We had a good one. I thought this would be a good place to start this "personal log" of sorts. I'm working on script ideas. I wish I could keep my mind on just one at a time but it's impossible. One is a romantic comedy, one is an action thriller and one is a story of the triumphant human spirit. I'm going to try to keep writing as often as I can so I can keep everyone up to date, should they be interested. Seeya soon. - Jason.